Everyone seems to have their thing - whether that be their blue hair, their ability to pick up a guitar and play it or their flawless instagram account. Everyone has something that's theirs, and no one can take that from them... So why don't I?
Surely I can't be the only one who feels this way. Whenever I think I've finally found my 'thing', someone else takes it and out stages me which causes me to look like the copycat. I know it's just a massive case of jealousy-itis, but I just can't help myself. When you try so hard at something, and then someone else comes along and they're 10 times better than you without even trying, it's easy to get discouraged.
In the summer holidays last year, I dyed my hair purple - then pink - then blue, and I absolutley loved it. Weirdly, it made me feel like myself (which is odd considering I stood out like a swore thumb) and I thought that finally, I might have found my thing. But no. Before returning back to school for my last year, I had to dye my hair back to brunette as my school seems to think that you shouldn't be allowed to express yourself or feel comfortable (there she goes, ranting again). I had no problem with this as I'd promised myself that I would return back to my happy purple/pink fluffball after my exams. However, I have heard multiple people talk about dying their hair crazy colours once they leave and many of them talking about dying it the exact colour I was planning to go.
I know that this really isn't a big deal at all, but it still really bothered me. It's not really about the whole hair thing though, it's the fact that whenever I finally find something that I love or really enjoy, someone else always seems to pull it off with more style than I ever could. Let's face it, I'm not really the most stylish of people. I just wish, that for once, I could find something that really could be my 'thing'.
Do any of you feel like this? Let me know!
Thanks for reading!
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